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The Long Recap

April 30th 

April 30th was my last day at Royalefam and as such I remembered I was given the most hardcore errand which required me to run to various places and to find places I never been to before. King George Avenue, Lavender, Bugis, Queensway, Commonwealth.. I conquered all and was fairly please with myself. But i know i had to leave RF since I had to work on stuff i really want to do..

At night, Bjorn swing by and went for a beer to have a mini celebration in Malaysia in some random club there. They were playing Malaysian Electro.. which was.. groovy. The beer was awesome.. We witness a fight and we laugh at the people there thankful that we didn't get into any trouble.. made me shiver at the event at butter when I almost fought with a bouncer.. geez I have lots of stored angst in me. Strength I never knew existed which scared the hell out of me.

May 2nd

It was the second day of working on my own and I had been planning to convert my room into a bedroom studio since it wasn't working big time. I drew up plans and decided to start video logging my progress since I am starting afresh and I thought it be awesome to document everything down. I wrote down a list of stuff that is missing in my room and the many changes to be made.

Even went down to swee lee in Katong to hunt for speaker stands and microphone stands. It was way too expensive and i was contemplating of building my own speaker stands..

Yan Ru popped by on a usual Saturday and my room was empty. We discussed about the room and Bjorn called..

We met up for dinner and made an impromptu decision to head to Ikea for inspiration. During our trip there, we got many possible materials of making acoustic panels. We sure had fun and brainstorming was awesome. Its good to have many perspective in this and alot of moral support which is greatly appreciated. 

May 3rd

I was figuring out the placement of all the objects in my room because I believed in Fengshui, though there are many areas in my room which is not working out well, I figured it would be an awesome guide to get some tips. I headed down to tampines one on my own and it was probably one of the first few times I figured I have to work by myself without anyone and the fact that i headed out alone made me feel pretty awkward as I always head out with friends etc. I got inspired looking at random books and strolling to home fix DIY to see what paint is available. i took the catalogue home feeling pretty vexed about changing the room color. I wondered what color would suit the walls and did my research accordingly online. Only to find no impact or whatsoever in the suggested pale colors.

May 4th

My focus for that day was to source for other materials that could be used to tame and improve my room acoustics. I managed to found some relatively cheap ones and expensive ones and obviously it all didn't fit the budget. I am jobless and I am back at square one where I only had very little money to work with. I enjoyed the research process nonetheless and it is nice to walk around since I never had the time to do this kinda stuff when I was busy at work.

May 6th

It was the beginning of executing The Bedroom Studio Project and I got hold of the paint based on an impromptu decision despite so much research the day before .. I decided that the green looks prestigious and the love of vintage cars made me think that it be a great idea to go with cream. I only wanted to paint the ceiling cream at first so I got a 5l of green and 1l of cream to begin with.. little did i know i was in for a hard time where I will be eventually spending alot of money which is not part of my consideration... such as the vacuum cleaner which was never my intention to buy but my old one was.. lets just say not usable.. 

Also I started my first video log and got use to filming myself behind the camera and made many silly mistakes like scrapping a huge chunk off the wall but the process made me learn many things I never would have learn if I didnt take any action.. so I am thankful cause all these are pretty basic skills and I hardly know any of them.. 

I shifted out all my furniture to the hall which will be my resting place for several days and it all begun.. 

May 8th - May 9th

It was a tiring 2 days when I actually got down to painting, following the simple instructions from the nippon paint website which made think " hmm its easy to paint.. if he can do it.. i can.." 
I started to get hold of all the equipment needed to get the job done and realize each time i tried to get something done, I need to get more equipment, new paint.. and after painting my first wall, I was totally demoralize as I couldn't foresee my whole wall to be green in color. It made me rather stressed out and it was then I realize I couldn't handle such a task on my own.. 

It was my fault i never asked for help in the first place specifically. I didn't made it clear enough that I needed lots of help and even though I did ask many random people for help knowing in full nobody would actually come.. I guess I manifested the wrong thing.. but after the celling, I was dead tired and my body started to strain. I was breathless and I was almost having an asthma attack. I texted Ling and Andy mentioning I could use a brother now.. only to find out that they were doing their own stuff and Andy replied much later.

He came in to the rescue after I was done with my first wall and said the coolest stuff at that moment in time.. "Need a bro? Here I am!" 

Andy offered me perspective I never thought off which really made me felt like we are double dragon once again.. He took my role when I was helping him to paint his room 2 years back.. and we sure did reminisce the old times. He suggested that I paint more cream colors on the wall and since I have already purchased 5l worth of green I figured i would be needing more paint.. there goes my budget for this project.. its already busted before it has begun!

During the painting progress I thought of a elementary math question i used to solve when I was a kid.. "Ali takes 3 hours to paint a room, how long would Ali and Muthu take to paint the wall?" I didn't knew what inverse proportion was at that time but figured it would definitely take a shorter time.. but you know what? Its Bull shit.. nobody can paint the room in 3 hours by himself... fuck that shit. Inverse proportion is for sure but hell no its 3 hours.... but we did it anyways finished up as much as we could.

It was already 6am and the place was in a huge mess but the rough paint work is done up and I am pretty pleased with its outcome. I never knew so much could be achieved within a day.. 

May 11th - May 17th

I have finally cleared the basic mess that was on the floor and thanks to my new vacuum cleaner, i have managed to vacuum most of the dirt out but there will be the inevitable tough paint stains that is hard to get rid off. I was tired and all out of strength but still going strong. I took this period to look at my room giving it a new arrangement, scouting and researching on how to make the acoustic panels and turns out that I found a place that sells even cheaper 
acoustic foams! 

It really took me lot of figuring out how to get my stuff in the best possible arrangement, getting hold of new speaker stands, fixing the table up, researching , a little bit of rest, More researching and finally getting down to executing on the panels. There is lot of pre planning which I am not used to but since I am calling the shots, I went ahead to get hold of materials with only a rough plan. 

The constrains I had was to mount my TV setup, getting the electrical guy to fix up new powerpoint, figuring out tonnes of shit like where to get the plywood , dealing with the ongoing mess, Scrapping the floors making sure its clean, dealing with the low morale when I look at the unfinished work that has been in my space all this while, figuring out what to do with my queen size bed, I am demoralized by the fact that the bed gives me the comfort yet reduces the environments morale. Its uninspiring exchanged for comfort something I cant deal with for now...

I will end todays blog by saying this.. "Everyday is a new day and there is always new things to do. Life is too short to tolerate.. i figured if i am going to live this lifetime.. I gonna want to do things i wanna do." You be amazed by how fast you see results .. I mean I have been wanting to change my room for about two years and when i finally gotten down to it, it took me 2 weeks to get the place changed up and now I am ongoing improving the place as much as I can.. I cant believe it took me two years... not doing anything about it! 

If there is something you want to do.. I would say.. just go and do it. You will find a way... :) 

Filed under  //   Andy   Betaphats   Bjorn   Ling   Studio   Yan Ru  

Yanru Revisits

Well well it was a pleasant day spent with my 7 months facebook buddy turn real friend turned singer yanru!

I am glad you came and did up a full track! It's true making music is easier with collaborators:) I'll make you sound better than ever this round !

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Wonderwall (Mastered)

I have sorta mastered the track that i did quite sometime back! It does sound more complete but there is still flaws which I attribute to the way I recorded. 

At least I know more about what I was doing! Wooohoo! 

  
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BBQ like you just don't care

             

A beautiful day to be enjoying the pool after two consecutive days of alcohol and poison. Why do we all like to get the high sometimes when we know they ate bad for you ? Why do we wAnt to try things which we know ain't good for you? I think it's the feeling we all seek for when we just want to run away from certain stuff. I am here to rest and tale a break from my wasted nights .

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Ashtray Heart..

 I'm dedicating this song to myself. It sounds pretty much how I feel right now.. 

You know how a day is made to bring you down but you do everything you can to make it good? Its tiring ..

Woke up to listening to my mum's complains over how I do not care about her when I don't even know she's sick.. I took it.. I listened.. I understood.. its menopause...

Called My brother to inform about my mum's situation, felt so much better after that.He told me to start dating..

Called Ling to have an awesome conversation.Building the context mustering up the courage to take the first step. I smsed.

Michelle replied asking me who am I. I replied it well to find out how she lost her phone but still remembers me.

Texted Elsie for dinner hang out , got to realise i need tags and stuff on 31st.

Texted Nygin for date, awesome response

Replied Best Friend for date, awesome response

Wanted to clear some stuff with Yan Ru via date.. failed miserably.

Received Phone call from Damien, informed that Christine Ong Passed away...damn...but theres really nothing i can do..

Stunningly great convo with Ethel via Skype. Made my day again.

There is a difference between fronting, and being geniune.. Maybe I have been confused between the two. Eitherways, its a pretty stagnant day today. The only reason why I will put on a smily face today is that I have to still function at 100% ... even against all odds.To truly smile and say hey its power.

Ending off with some random thoughts...

You can only feel hurt when you actually love somebody. You can only feel numb when you give up feeling. So Its good news for me! Said he said all.. said he said all.. said he said all.. said he said all...

Ashtray Heart by Placebo  
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Merry Christmas

A series of events that led to a far more meaningful evening started with $72 for a jug of poison. 


Gwen was asking me to try the Butter Ice Tea and I was stunned when the bill amounted to $72. After having that drink, I couldn't enjoy my usual whiskey dry like how it should be. Having standing there aimlessly for half an hour, i figured I am better off bouncing back home since I wasn't feeling the vibe. "I am making a move.. take care of the girls.." and poof I left. 

I woke up feeling rather incomplete with the night before, I wished I was there to enjoy the night but I guessed whatever I did was necessary too. Making up for it, my friends were nice enough to come by and have an impromptu cycling trip. Which is quite pleasant for a change. I am thankful to have such great company. I wished we have done all these much earlier and hope by hanging out, we would all have a better relationship. Its one of the biggest mystery in my opinion though.. "What would I be doing if I do not have any friends? A solitary life without any friends is indeed something to fear."

I've grown so much over the past week. Perhaps it would be wiser for me to take a step back and start seeing the bigger picture in life and my friends. Everyone wants what is best for themselves. Everyone wants to have fun. I feel disempowered several times in a day and to function at 100% is indeed a big challenge. I find myself being less and less productive as the days goes by and nothing fruitful is coming out. 

Still, its nice to know that at the end of it all, you have a huge force of friends who are willing to sacrifice their time to be cycling with you in the middle of the night, picking a fairly brand new Aleola bike from the ditch, fixing the chains, riding it back to your place with you , restoring the bike, take a shower at ya place, go and eat teo chew porridge, send the bike back to Yan Ru's place, have your best friend driving ya back.. sometimes, certain things is mutual.. but sometimes, we all should take more initiative in addressing the various concerns of every single individuals. Of late, I failed to do that and I will work on that too..

While I am still alive.. I will strive to be better and not let the little things get in my way. I am just thankful that i get to sleep and wake up the next day as of now..I love you world. I am turning to the universe now and asking for forgiveness and enlightenment for what i was being to others .. causing pain and worry and stuff.. I am asking for strength and will power to be a better being.. I am asking for love.. a love that I should be receiving a long long time ago..  give me the power.. to empower others.. 

Merry christmas.. Its the season of giving and I have given everything i knew to give to the people around me. 

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Hold me, Thrill Me, Kiss me.......... Kill me. 

Filed under  //   Andy   Betaphats   Bjorn   Ethel   Yan Ru  

In Love With Vocals.

Last night, I had my singer over at my lil studio and we got inspired by Cry Me Out by Pixie Lott

 
Yeah, even though the song does sound kinda simple, it was working on a beat not commonly used by pop songs today in a 3/4 time signature, whats amazing is that even with my limited keyboard skills, I manage to get the key for Yan Ru. Its definitely an important Jam Session that I must have as my daily dose of inspiration. 

Working down with Ultrabeat and the main rhythm and random thrash talking my way out to get inspiration and half a bottle of jacobs creek sparklin rose later (btw... it taste lovely)

How can you not fall in love with this girl? Here's the sneak peak!! of the roughest draft! 

  
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Melvin Ong | Facebook | Blog | Twitter | Royalefam
Contact - melvin@betaphats.com | (+65) 9800 2129


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Yan Ru


Yan Ru : Brilliant Singer, Sociable, Kid, Crazy, Fun, Motherly, No fear of looking bad, Jackal and Hyde, Thoughtful, Loving, Awesomest, Fully self expressed. All good intentions, Likable, Charismatic, Source of joy amongst her peers, Leader, Genuine friend. 

You know how you always write testimonials back in the days where you have scrapbook and you write people's profile... I think that is pretty important still :) This here is my testimonial to you.

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Run This Town Cover

  
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I have been working with Logic Pro and managed to come out with some sick beats with Ultrabeat. Its an awesome program and really insane. Also with Melodyne's pitch correction software I've managed to iron out the vocals and everything. This is really one hell of a track. Now to add a rapper.. .


Melvin Ong | Facebook | Blog | Twitter | Royalefam
Contact - melvin@betaphats.com | (+65) 9800 2129


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These voices have potentially stole my heart away.

  
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I had so much fun producing these! Now we need like 10 more tracks and we will have an album! 


Melvin Ong | Facebook | Blog | Twitter | Royalefam
Contact - melvin@betaphats.com | (+65) 9800 2129


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