Achievements / Departed / Make Up
Achievements
It was over the span of 3 months or so. I have started hanging out more with Bjorn and Ling and came to learn that I am not really alone. There are so many others just like me. Well.. we are single and we are all looking for some company. At least we have each other to look at and smile at each other and go suggest some random shit to do and do it anyways.
2 Weeks ago we talked about the legendary Taiwan Red bean pancake and Teo Chew porridge ( nothing comes between me and teo chew porridge ). What I really love about Bjorn and Ling is that when we say something and decided to do it, we will do it. At least I know that I am not going in circles in this relationship we have and we are just propelling ahead. I wonder whats at the end of the tunnel for all of us sometimes.. An adventure worth taking.
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Departed
Like most friendships, it takes two hands to make it work. If I tend to ignore things, start taking things for granted, chances are that I'll fuck up.. I know its a generic statement to make and everyone knows that.. but seriously.. that was my relationship with my new bicycle..
Over the new year, I have left my bike parked at bedok interchange on the third lot.. it was only today i tried to retrieve it and found it to be missing.. it made me realize how fragile relationships can be.. There goes my bicycle...
The Star Maker Says it aint so bad
The dreamakers gonna make you mad
Spaceman says everybody looks down
Its all in your mind..
While there are so many reasons to be angry and sad and shit... its really all in our mind and how we choose to view things as.
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Once Bitten Twice Shy
I think all of us have gone through a bad experince and we become someone or somehow more defensive after that. I know I have and boy I am probably very defensive over many things. I see Andy's aunty and sometimes i feel kinda sad for her... and somewhere at the back of my head, I am kinda worried if I will ever become like her... shivers...
Anyways, thank you for forgiving me for my insensitivity and my overly sensitive being ( as you all know me I can be quite an extremist ). I appreciate that gesture and I'll strike balance very soon.
Ask for forgiveness.. cause we all fucked up too..
Forgive others ... cause we are bigger than that.
Time to set the hearts free.
