Ashtray Heart..
I'm dedicating this song to myself. It sounds pretty much how I feel right now..
You know how a day is made to bring you down but you do everything you can to make it good? Its tiring ..
Woke up to listening to my mum's complains over how I do not care about her when I don't even know she's sick.. I took it.. I listened.. I understood.. its menopause...
Called My brother to inform about my mum's situation, felt so much better after that.He told me to start dating..
Called Ling to have an awesome conversation.Building the context mustering up the courage to take the first step. I smsed.
Michelle replied asking me who am I. I replied it well to find out how she lost her phone but still remembers me.
Texted Elsie for dinner hang out , got to realise i need tags and stuff on 31st.
Texted Nygin for date, awesome response
Replied Best Friend for date, awesome response
Wanted to clear some stuff with Yan Ru via date.. failed miserably.
Received Phone call from Damien, informed that Christine Ong Passed away...damn...but theres really nothing i can do..
Stunningly great convo with Ethel via Skype. Made my day again.
There is a difference between fronting, and being geniune.. Maybe I have been confused between the two. Eitherways, its a pretty stagnant day today. The only reason why I will put on a smily face today is that I have to still function at 100% ... even against all odds.To truly smile and say hey its power.
Ending off with some random thoughts...
You can only feel hurt when you actually love somebody. You can only feel numb when you give up feeling. So Its good news for me! Said he said all.. said he said all.. said he said all.. said he said all...
Ashtray Heart by Placebo
